Thursday, March 17, 2005

I have not been very happy lately, though I didn’t realize it till today. I’m not depressed or even upset, really, just not happy. I think it’s winter grayness getting to me. But I haven’t read any books in the past few weeks, and I don’t watch films like I used to. My painting things are getting dusty. I spend too much time on the computer and not enough outside. I wish there were sun so I could bask in it. I don’t feel healthy because I’ve spent the whole winter sitting around. My brain is fried from writing research papers. More exams and midterms coming up. I don’t want to think about college.

I want to sit on the deck all day with a big glass of milk and that new Ian McEwan book and maybe get a little sunburn.


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